If you try crying everyday, you will notice how tears seem to defy the rules of gravity. Tears can climb up your nose, blind the other eyes and flood the entire pillowcase in minutes. And tears are not warm, they're always cold, cold, cold so cold they'll freeze your cheeks off. Phone calls are always punctuated with tears, but it's not as bad as having the life support machine rudely interrupting your conversations. When you can't find the words to say to your own mother, it feels like the world is an unkind place to be in.
As if that's not enough, the pain in your chest is getting worse day by day. You can't sleep without feeling suffocated but being awake is a hellish ordeal in itself. Stretch your muscles tight, stretch them so that a smile can be plastered on without effort. Oh if you want to know, my pain is:
S- Chest
O- Since the admission
C-Stabbing,burning,suffocating
R- To the tears duct
A- SOB, dizziness
T- All the time
E- phone calls,emails, texts, friends that are not supportive
S- 1 million/10
Rx: ........???
As if that's not enough, the pain in your chest is getting worse day by day. You can't sleep without feeling suffocated but being awake is a hellish ordeal in itself. Stretch your muscles tight, stretch them so that a smile can be plastered on without effort. Oh if you want to know, my pain is:
S- Chest
O- Since the admission
C-Stabbing,burning,suffocating
R- To the tears duct
A- SOB, dizziness
T- All the time
E- phone calls,emails, texts, friends that are not supportive
S- 1 million/10
Rx: ........???
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