Background Noise

It's a battle everyday. Every time. The standing up. The cloud of constant buzzing in my head. I just want peace. I need to find a switch. Where is it? Is it lost underneath piles and piles of banality? It probably is.

Too many files. Most of them filled with useless,meaningless materials yet I try to grasp them tightly as if they bring me joy. Of course not. What is this extra noise? Why can't I turn down the volume? Oh right, I've lost the switch. I have lost it ages ago.

Falling In

Falling in again
Falling into pain
Spidery web of pain
That you have painted beautifully

I shall ask why
I shall bend down and cry
There's a stony edge
And a sharp fall down
But we all can jump
Twisting our toes and say
Save a breath for me
While I dance surely
Forever waiting and be waited
Slither time as they all stop by.