Dan sebenarnya guitar bukanlah penting sangat

Betul, it's not the most important thing in life. These past weeks have been tough on me, physically, emotionally, spiritually. At least I'm now riding the calm waves after the storm. Thank you God.

I have many things to write about, but too tired to do so. Screw that, I lack the intelligence to write "proper" sentences, let alone do "proper" cannulations and "proper" intubations.

So I failed to do one cannulation and failed to intubate a patient this morning.

Pakcik Encik tu tanya so Sarah, kau belaja university mane? Bristol ke Oxford?

Erh, saye dari Bristol encik.

Oooh, jadi mane satu sekolah perubatan yang lagi bagus? Oxford? Pelajar mereka mesti tahu intubate kan?

Ye laaaaaaaaaaaa kot pakcik. Pelajar Bristol bodoh sket pakcik. Terutama pelajar perempuan Asia ni dh la tak cukup tinggi nak tgk anak tekak orang puteh yang debab debab ni. Dh la debab mulut berbau sungguh wangi penat saye bagging mereka tapi hidung besar mereka mmg susah nak di mask dengan betul.

Waaaah yoy, bestnye kau mengumpat mat saleh dlm BM padahal diorang baik je dgn kau. One even hugged me for a long time while I cried when I got the bad news. Mat saleh baik, sorry mat saleh. I like you guys. Cume kurangkan mengumpat, mengkomplain, minum arak mabuk dan sila berbuat baik sedikit kepada the other Sarah. This Sarah is fine, the other Sarah please.

Actually, I really like you guys. Thanks for being nice to me.

Dog: Cannulated

Nak tido. Kene pegi theatre at 8 am tiap-tiap pagi. WTF?

xx